Spring?

The first day of Spring was yesterday.

Huh?

Pooped

The mall can wear you out

Haircut

Chillin while I wait to get my hair cut. I have the perfect companion!
A triple grande non fat upside down caramel macchiato.

Yum!!!

Hmm.....

I'm sitting here in one of those moods.  I get in this mood sometimes.  Why?  I just don't know.  I feel like I have so much to do and I have no time to do it.  Or maybe I feel like I don't have the ability to do it.  And I start to feel annoyed with certain people.  I don't know why.  What is that called?

Megan is on her way home.  She should be here in about 5 minutes.  Things seem to improve the moment she walks in the door.  She truly is such a blessing.  I'm so happy I have her when I get in these moods.  She is so patient with me.  

Here she is!!!

To Do

Well here is my list for the first half of the day:

Eat healthy breakfast.  

Clean office at home.  It looks like a tornado came through here.  

Wash dishes.  This is a priority.  While I was teaching last night, Megan went to the laundromat and did a TON of laundry.  That was freakin awesome of her.  We both love doing laundry because clean clothes are fun.  But loading the car, and taking it to a laundromat SUCKS!  Especially since we often run into a bunch of hillbillies.  Haha!!

Go to the gym.

Eat Lunch.

Some of this sounds simple I know.  But I need to create some serious focus.  And making a list and doing each thing one at a time helps me a lot.  I have a history of being very distracted!!!

Also, posting my to do list on my blog helps keep me accountable.  I feel like if I post my list, people are expecting me to get things done!  Even though I think only about 5 people read this.  Haha.

Adios for now!

Upset Doggie

He is not happy that we're leaving.

It's Wednesday

Well I am anxious to blog.  I must admit I am an addict.  It's a little sad because I don't think many people read my blog.  But that's ok, my small fan base can still enjoy my posts!

I don't even remember the last time I blogged using my computer at home.  I have been using my phone all the time.  But it's nice to be able to type using all my finger and not just my thumbs!

Today was a very eventful day.  There have been some interesting turning points today.  I'm anxious and excited to see where they go.  I would love to share, but I'm nervous!  We'll just have to wait and see!

My family reunion is coming up in June.  The end of June.  I get fat comments from a few people in my family, but by far the most come from the Stockard's down in Tennessee.  

So I should use that as motivation.  I want to enjoy my time at the family reunion.  I don't want to be self conscious about getting in the pool and I REALLY don't want to hear fat comments from my family!

So I have instituted a plan, and I PLAN on sticking with it.  When I was living in San Diego with Doolittle, I went on a weight loss exercise plan and got in GREAT shape.  I felt wonderful!  It's time to experience that again.

I feel like if I talk about it here, I feel a little more obligated to do it.  My feelings of being upset are usually kept inside.  I don't like to share my feelings on being fat with everyone.  Most everyone, including my sweet wife, tell me that I'm NOT fat.  I appreciate that very much.  But.....I feel and look fat!!!!!  I know I sound like a woman.

Maybe it has something to do with the fact that I'm going to be freakin 30 in August.  Holy crap that's amazing!!!!  Boy oh BOY life has been interesting.  What will the next 30 years bring?

It's just awful to reach into my closet or my dresser and 80% of my clothes don't fit anymore.  That sucks!  I SQUEEZE into size 36 pants.  When I lost all that weight before, I was fitting nicely into size 32's!!!  Yikes!!!

Well wish me luck everyone.  I will need it!!!!!

Now it's time for Megan and I to go to sleep on the same day we woke up on.  For some reason, we tend to go to bed WAY after midnight.  Not tonight!  We would like to get some real rest.

Adios!!!!!!!!